A sanctuary that no one knows

There is a lot going on in my mind at the moment.

I just need a bit of space and time to recuperate myself.

So, I think this is the last post for this blog.

My next blog, its up to you guys to find where.

Probably when the time comes or somehow probably there will be an invite for you guys to read my blog.

For now, I just need to gather things up and rest my heart mind and soul just for a bit.

sorry not being able to post posts here. Not that I have no time to blog, its just….. tiring to blog. I guess. Hehehe.. Anyhooss..

So what have I been doing? Well… apart from house chores… bought LCD tv for my dad in exchange for the tv he has in his room, but he let me use the LCD tv until I am going back to NZ. Hehehe then yesterday…. I went to KB with my parents to send 2 of my siblings to the science camp at OGDC. Iski kali ah sorang2 kan pegi. Antara 2 orang yang paling payah kan bangun pun bangun awal just to prepare for their camps. Hahahaha, so depart from rumah kul 6.15AM (I know… awal….) then arrive di Seria pukul 7.15 ish… then makan di CA mohd (heheheheh…) and then proceed to OGDC pukul 8. Hehehe well, yang bini2 ni inda plang brapa di ingaukan, andang ramah mesra jenisnya, tu nah adikku yang laki2 ah, macam membagi watir sedikit. Tapi okay kali eh.

Well ada plang cerita kan di kongsikan ni disini ani. Do you know how it feels to be disturbed by a person who you don’t know. No, I am not talking about stalking people, I am talking about people stalking my number. Fine, you know how it starts? During one morning 3-4 days ago, someone called my number 3 times pukul 6 pagi. Well, I ignored them because I thought my dad kan membangunkan (hehehe) tapi I found out its not a number yang ku kenal langsung. So, I called this person back in case ia salah nombor or its someone who I know yang ada perkara urgent (mun sampai ia kan menelipun 3 kali tu, bagiku urgent sudah tu). No one answered. FINE. Sudah atu, menelipun tia balik. Apanah.. inda ku langsung paham ia cakap. Cakap melayu plang ia, melayu lanji bah, sebab atu inda ku paham. Then I asked my sister to talk to HIM (yes… he has BALLS) and I found out orang ani kan mengacau nomborku ganya. My sis ani melayan tia jua kan, but in the end she just cut off the conversation. Cali plang ku mendangar, nya… ‘ me KROL dari KB’  kan me me be you you lagi tu. Eeeeeeeeeeeeee membari gali kali ah, aku ni anti sikit orang becakap arah ku cematu. Well, in a joking atau menyelurukan sense inda plang. Slahau. Fine….. malam atu menelipun ia lagi tu but the best way is just to ignore a person who just can’t take a hint. Okay the next 2 days inda ia mengacau nomborku, baguss….. sudah semalam, menelipun tia balik. So, ku off lah phone ku, mun sudah malam2 buta ia menelipun, no way I am going to answer his freaky calls. Ani pagi ani, sudah ku on, ada tia memessage, nya ‘please jawaF telipun ah’. Fine…. this guy really cross the line. Sudah tah inda pandai spell bisai2. Ishhhhhh. Mati, annoying berabis.  Dalam kepalaku ni kan membalas dendam ni banarnya, tapi inda ku tau cemana. Indakan ku kan jual nombornya, inda jua ku sejahat cematu tapi sakit hatiku ia luan kan menelipun nombor ku atu ganya. Sanak ku sanakkkkkkk. Mun cemani, I will resort to change my number. I dont know how he got my number. Either my sister made prank calls with her classmates to this guy pakai my number, or someone gave this person my number or orang ani saja2 kan menelipun a random number. Aiiisissssshhhh SAKIT HATI KU NI BANARNYA. I’ll think of a way ler… but if I found out its someone that I know gave this person my number, god knows what I’ll do.

I am out.

PS. Btw, thanks people for the congrats thing.

Bill…. hahahaha promote skali skala tidak papa

Waf, thanks. Hehehe Siuk jua hitchhiking ke morroco. That’s the beauty of students going to UK to study. You guys have lots of places to visit. Makan di sini? Hahaha hilang tarus list ku kan makan. Hahaha antah, I think its just the enthusiasm kan balik atu kali ganya yang mengelevate appetite ku kan makan banyak benda di sini.

Ka Shidah, kita jua kan blayar inda batah lagi. Or sudah kita blayar? Hehehe bleh plang bejalan, ganya payah meninggalkan rumah ni nyamu.

is finally out. Syukur Alhamdulillah it was within the requirement needed to go into the course next year and Insya Allah, akan dapat the offer yang di inginkan. Amin.

Good luck to those having their exams. Jangantah watir, akan saya freekan diri saya masa meliat si leo arah the cinema hehehehehehe..

Anyway, waiting for someone to go for bimbimbaping nanti. Sudah ku free brabis lah. K? In jan kah ? Heheh *hinthinting someone*

Btw, dibs.. aku menunggu ko di rumah ku dengan indo mie2 ku skali :-p ahhahahahaha

Sorry for the lack updates. Hahahaha I know I shouldnt have give reason ‘nada amah’ to blog, but the house has been pretty hectic. So yeah, kan jalan pun payah.

I watched step up 2. Hahaha andang lama dah ku kan liat, since si Siah pun cakap lawa kan. Hohohohohoh the finale dance is definitely AWESOME. Macam.. arghhhhh.. like… arghhhh.. LAWA BERABIS BERABIS AND BERABIS. Nah…… macam.. rasa ku kan menari cematu jua, tapi hahahaha not that possible :-p

So… si bill upload dah the video arah multiply nya ah. Iatah mempromosikan si Billah punya suara ni. Hahahaha LAWA BILL SUARA MU AH. Hahahaha apakan aku ah. Hyper ku mendangar wah video video atu :-p

Anyways, kepada teman2 yang kan exam esp di UBD atau yang kan test2 tu di UK kah dan tak lupa jugak yang kat china tu.. dimana2 lah, good luck. Hehehehe you can do it….

So I went to school to hand in the first year health science manual, in case of any help to the students who wants to further their studies in the health professional courses in otago. Well, stuck there for a while because mr D was asking us to volunteer for this thing on tuesday.

Anyhoos.. reading Buz blog regarding the video karaoke thing we (me, bil, sahlan and tiqs) did at KBOX made me a little bit teary. Hehehehe… oh well.. i miss her voice so much. Well, we did talk on the phone last week kali, but still…. I think she got the best voice that I have ever heard even among some of the Brunei artists. Well, probably aku andang suka her kind of voice. So yeah. So, I looked at her pics. Hahaha she slimmed down, seriously..makin lawa lah.. padantah banyak orang beguna ko buz. Insya Allah, hajat dalam hati tercapai. Ku doakan ko buz

Anyway, its been really busy here without amah. Hahaha i am still trying to get used to it, so yeah. I don’t even know if I can leave the house and go jalan lepak with you guys, especially when my sister’s going to KB for her attachment, but my mom will be at home for her holidays and thank god its school holiday, but for the first 15 days of Jan, I think its going to be really hard. Everyone’s working/go to school except me. Imagine me doing housework and drive/picking up people. Its going to be a tough job.

Anyways, after that, bleh buat apa sja lah, since tempoh percutian durang sudah abis. Hahaha, I have so much plans to do after that.

I found out the nintendo DS sini lebih mahal dari yang di NZ. Bek tah ku membali memory card nya disini lapas atu bali console nya di sana. Abis cerita. Daripada ku mahal2 membali sini, malas tah ku ingau.

I need to exercise. Huhuhuh well, actually I need to slim down, tapi payah.. aku nada mindset kan slimdown, macam… whatever.. i dont care punya mindset kind of thing which makes it tougher to slim down. Cemana kan tu ? Well, dont give me craps about healthy body, because believe me, I know about it but I just dont give a damn about it. Get it? Well, if someone’s dissing me about my BIG body, well… sometimes I do not care that much, but when I am not in a good mood… yeah.. who knows what will happen. Since I am kind of pendendam jenisnya, like if someone sakitkan hatiku, I will remember what he/she says yang membuatkan ku sakit hati. Walaupun if I am angry/bad mood sanang tuhus angry/badmood ku atu, I will remember exactly what happens that made my heart or mind bleeds, so do not ever cross me with something. Well, except if what I do is really wrong, then banar jua.

Sometimes orang marah ani lose their rationality bah. So whatever they’re thinking at that time kan, kan lurus tah saja. Orang lain nada yang lurus tu, ia ganya yang lurus. Hahahaha well, we must know how to handle this kind of situation, well.. mun aku lah in that position, if im angry with something… my rationality is lost somewhere but it gets back to me when I am not that angry anymore. Hahaha so yeah. I wonder what hormones related to anger.

Anyway, I need to do some chores. And I need to do some exercise. See you people. Sorry inda banyak beupdate batah2 ani. Sibuk~~~~~~ Bah friends, nanti2 tah tani kbox. Okay ?

Love you guys <3

Anyways, P.S ni ah.. Finished supernatural season 3 :-p, and starting ghost whisperer. Heheheheh Lawabah si dean atu, I can’t resist watching supernatural :-p

And having BSA gathering this jan 10th, malam. Prolly be going. Hehehe tapi malam wah, takut ku kan drive alone.

Hahahaha, well after doing some not-so-planned surprises, I am ready to announce that I am back. Hahaha, ada pulang orang geram hati sebab as I didnt want to tell people when I would be coming home, I had to do some tipu sunat.. hahahah ;-p I am really2 sorry about that kalau kamu marah aku tipu, but if I told you guys, inda tia menjadi. Hahaha. Well, bukan kamu saja. Adik2ku and my cousins pun inda tau bila ku balik. Esp adik yng no 5, hug saya walaupun ia bukan jenis suka menghug saya. Adik bungsu quite surprised. Adik no 3 didnt expect me to pick her up at school, and adik no 4 … knows when he was back home

So, second day after arriving in Brunei, I went out for lunch with a cousin to KFC, so ia lanja lah, and we met a particular someone, sudah atu, we went to Fleur De Lys (sp?), since its really recommended. So I tried the tiramisu cake and blueberry cheese cake kali. Hmmm, apparently the cake sana is not really my taste. It is nice, I know… but it doesnt really feel.. right to me.

So, after that, oleh kerana hanya si Tiqah yang terclick yang aku balik, since I texted her the night before, I decided to go to UBD, and make a few surprises. Hahahaha well, its good to see some of you guys there. Well, malas ku kan cerita detailnya :-p, so lapas atu, we (me tiqah bils and sahlan) went to yayasan. Makan CAM and go kboxing ( hahaha K, now its my turn ;-P) So.. hahaha iatah ada dedication2 to some people, inda plang lawa suaraku, ganya mun ada orang upload dangar tia sajaaaa…..

Sudah atu, bekomplot kami, that I would go to UBD the next day and go into their maths lecture class. Hahahaha ada orang kekajutan jua lah. Hahahahahahaha… but its really nice to see you guys there. Well, you know who you are. Tapi… kan…..yang paling mahal nah… siapanah..  Hahahaha, ko ani tah banar. Buleh? Hahahaha well.. kalau kan dikirakan, I did not say anything about me being in Dunedin or being in Brunei. So, hehehehe… kecalian saya, tapi oleh kerana meliat your sincere reaction and tears, terharu saya banar2. Hehehehehe

And yesterday…. guess what? Since my mom so iski to bring me to the tamu, so I dengan iskinya pun kan ikut join lah. Tapi yang ku inda ready is that we’re going there pagi2 pukul 6.15. Hahahahahaha, orang inda biasa awal bangun kamu ani, iatah payah sedikit but I do manage to bangun awal. Hahahaha.. so we off to go to Tamu Kianggeh, and bought ourselves some fruits… esp Durian. ;-D

Then we went to Zen’s Spa lapas my brothers kana sent to respective classes in the morning, and breakfast, and picking them up back. Aromatherapy massage yo.. Gali ku pulang, tapi nyaman. Then balik, to uruskan goody bags si bungsu because ia birthday. Then ambil keknya di Kiulap then back again ke rumah, to get ready and then ke Sugarbun, sampai ke patang. So it was a full day kemarin. Ngalih ku.

Hahahaha well, I kept on mentioning about wali when I was back in NZ kan. Well, I met him sudah, hahaha aku kacau ia tidur, and he woke up but ia takut arah ku. Hahaha because alum panas engine, tapi panya sanang di sogok ia ani. Hahahaha, chocolate, barney and……………………. kura2 (which he pronounced kua-kua). And yesterday kan, ia datang to the party. Iatahkan, masa balik, ada lift kan near the sugarbun, but apparently, there are glasses wall surrounding the lift bah. Iatah si wali ani belari kesana, towards the lift, without realising that ada glass wall lah. So nasib only tangannya yang tekana, and not the face. Hahaha tapi cali lah, tapi kan he’s just coming 2. So.. hahaha… terhibur hati saya kan kedia ani .

Bah okay .. atu ja. Need to bring my bro ke clinic dulu.

Assalamualaikum

Yeap, the title tells it all. I am definitely still in Dunedin.

Whats the highlight for the past 2-3 days? Apparently, it snowed and hailed which is totally ironic because its supposed to be summer in dunedin. So yesterday, I was asking the court manager under cumby to move our things to the flat, so di fast forward cerita, I was on my way from cumby to the flat, iatah OTW atu, kepisan, hail wah. Awal2 inda brapa labat, sudah atu.. toinnnkkkkkk hahahaha, labat wah.. until I had to beranti kajap since my field of view inda brapa clear to the hail. Lapas atu okay tia. Nasib inda basar banar the hail and I was wearing my jacket. Phewssssss.. and ofcourse, hail means its really2 sajuk in Dunedin. Contradicting the season, but then..its dunedin. The weather can be very unpredictable sometimes

But today its really sunny and we were out playing futsal. Yayyyyyyy..  So I tried the goalie position. Not bad jua lah, considering the goal post is realy kecik. So… yeah.. Iatah, badanku sakit ni masa ani. Inda jua lah, sakit sikit ja. Bakas terslip arah the ass. Hahahaha melabuk, so mudahan jua inda mambang esok. I need my strength :p

So tommorow I have to wake up quite early to meet some friends. Exciting nye… and im planning to buy books esok and esoknya. I can’t quite decide which books I want to buy. Any suggestions people other than twilight series because I know how interesting it is, so hahaha..

Anyhoos…. Bah nanti2 tah ku blog lagi, sudah ku abis membuat2 list2 ku. Hahahahaha banyak masih kan ku buat ni banarnya. Bah alright, ill see you people

I have a long wishlist ni banarnya. However, it can only be fulfill with $$$.

Hahahaha

DS LITE

Then… I want this

Then…

I just want some fantasy novel to kill my boredom.

So, that should tell you something. I am definitely still in Dunedin.

Nope, I haven’t got home yet. Bila??

Adaler :-p

So I have been menyeluk my wallet to kill my boredom, like… makan diluar… beli makanan and makanan. So I think im gaining.. STILL. but yeah, hahahahah

Like, I dont know why I have planned swimming but I still have not do it yet. Shoot, nearly 2 weeks after exam, and i still hasn’t done even one session of swimming. Hahahaha… well, a lot of shopping inda jua. Lets just say, i have other things to do. Yeahhhhhh RIGHT..
Hahaha and its my youngest sis birthday today. I nearly wished her last night because i thought last night was 5th, hahahaha sudah ku becakap dengan ia, baru ku terklik that its not yesterday. Talur… guess a lot of things is in my head.

Anyhooos…

I haven’t settle things here. I should’ve gone to Uni to ask about the visa thing. Iatah, arghhh lupa ku saja. Meaning, i have to go tomorow ke sana ni .. or friday. or probably nanti2 tah kah saja. See how it suits me lah.

bah gotta go

I dont know if I should be looking forward or be really excited to go home. Hahaha, well I am.. but not as much as I did when I was stressed doing my exams. Well, I havent done much here after my exams, apart from watching supernatural (im up to season 3 now (= ) and I haven’t done that much shopping yet, waiting for the last one to finish hers. Still, with so much time, I havent done things that I should have done in my list. It’s… i don’t know lah. Probably next week

So yesterday, Ka Shidah, Tan, Amni and me … went to Baldwin street. Hahaha its my second time. Okay lah, I still haven’t got the guts to climb the world’s steepest street. Kepisan, meliat ke atas (to the peak) sudah ku gayat, apatah lagi mun ku naik. Hahahaha probably nanti lah, sudah ku build up the courage to go up the street. We visited ka Liyana, which is 2-3 streets away from Baldwin street, and without us knowing, panya mesti naik bukit jua, hahahaha kepisan… tapi okay lah, ngalih jua naik ke atas atu, but the view from the house, is just so breathtaking, lawalah. Angin kuat plang yesterday atu. Hahahaha tapi the trip yesterday was fun too. Its my first time naik public bus in Dunedin…

So I called up my family, for first time in how many months. Don’t get me wrong. My parents usually call me up. Hahaha tapi aku jarang call durang, and btah jua lah inda ku cakap sama adik2ku. Well, they’re busy with their exams and I dont really want to kacau durang jua. Anyhoos.. I found out from my sister that the Amah is going home……………………. for two months and she’s coming back after that (which I do not really understand – but yeah, I do have a bit of grudge against her after all what had happened) but that is not really my point. So the Maid and the laki will go home for two months, so I will be the Amah and probably the driver at home for the whole two months. So which means… i won’t be able to jalan2 that much. Hahahaha… well, i’ll be home 24/7 the whole week. Its just means, that I won’t have that much free time lah.. So, kalau kamu kan bawa jalan, please be understanding.

Anyhoos….. so for the first 5 days aku free before the Amah is going home, i’ll be doing things like renew my license, send my laptop to the computer shop… visit my teachers at school and probably meeting you guys. Inda lah tau cemana. So.. yeah, see how.. Kamu sibuk jua with your exams apa.

Anyways, sorry to say this, but I wont be able to make for the orchestra thing, coz I wont be back by then. Sudah nyangku, hahahahaha i wont be back before mid feb. So yeahhhhhh…..

Bah, kan brunch ku dulu. See you people…

To be honest, batah lagi ku kan balik sebenarnya, though mun buleh kan balik tah ku ni soon. Tapi apa jua bleh buat, book tiket awal, akhir balik ke Brunei. Arghhh.. mental ku eh

Well, sebenarnya tinggal di Cumby ani membuatkan ku mental berabis. This is not about friends issues, its just….. orang di dapur atu yang membuat kan ku mental brabis. It seems like THAT ONE PERSON has something against me, and I dont know what… Probably its just her being PMS yang barangkali membuatkan ia mental cematu. But this happened 2 times and I hope its not going to happen again this time at dinner, or else…. probably I should not aga ia time lunch or dinner, arghhh inda ku pernah mental cemani ani before…

So, what have I been up to? Well, for one, packing my things to be put into my next year flat. Secondly, I need to finish my shopping,, probably will do it next week. Thirdly, Finish my packing. Fourth, take a lot of pictures. Fifth, go for a swim but i seriously havent got a chance to go. Sixth… antah… banyak kan ku buat ani ehhhhhh…… Macam mental ku seketika pasal benda benda damit cemani ani. PMS pakah….. inda ku tahu eh..

So plans back home?? Antah… dalam pikiran ku makan plang saja.. tapi my tahap kebulur kan makan makanan di brunei ani is now not as strong as dulu. So which means……………… I dont know lah ah. Hahahaha probably ill just catch up on the dramas and the movies that I missed, so which means… jadi a couch potato lah ku ni, and probably do some sports.. i seriously need to lose the weight that i gain this year. Well………

Jalan2? Not so sure lah. With my wallet status, i don’t think I will do a lot of jalan2 this time. Need to save up money for something else that’s more important.

Plans for CDC maybe. Do some attachments. And worrying about my results which will tell about my status next year. Mudahan jua dapat. AMIN ya rabbal alamin.

So long, and ill blog lagi nanti. Okay??