Sorry may seem to be the hardest word
Posted by: bluepurplestripes on: May 20, 2008
Okay, let me patch things up.
I WAS ANGRY, but i am not anymore, so do not worry too much.
Seems a lot of things happen and i did not know and it kinda pissed me off, but really, dont worry about me. You guys know how I am and all, yeah, so you should not be too affected by me. So, the thing is i know that you guys dont seem to know what happen with all of you so to extract that info is pretty hard for me because all of you guys have your own thing, and the problem is sometimes you dont want to open up to each other, but yeah, it is difficult to open up, even to someone who you trust. So the thing is now I am COOL. Okay, do not worry about me, i might be angry but yeah… chill ku dah ni beb.. sorry for making some of you guys cry.. i know who, and the thing is hearing about the 2 of you arguing, i hope both of you will patch up, seriously, it might have been just a misunderstanding….and if kamu dua slalu argue, ku jodohkan kamu karang… DANGAR TU LAI???? hahahaha cali tu eh..
And im serious of putting my internet activities down for another 3 plus weeks coz I have exams. So that is my top most priority, to do well in my exams, as I said, i might screw it, but nauzubillah, so yeah.. i just need to get through this first semester well, and hope from there, i can really build up my confidence sky high…
Hahaha and dibah, ko kan antarkan arah ku kah?? hahaha sini streaming youtube capat sikit… but yeah, why not if you downloaded it and burn into cd…. thanks so much.. i love you bebeh.. hahahahahahaha kan destress ku ni time cuti ah, aku start cuti 14th june for 3 weeks… hohohohoh it’ll be heaven….
My address:
Cumberland College,
University of Otago,
POBOX 56,
Dunedin, New Zealand.
Okay.. bah…. lets smooth things up for now….. okay, now no questions regarding when I’ll blog… okay…
7 Responses to "Sorry may seem to be the hardest word"
May 20, 2008 at 4:48 pm
that’s why in blogosphere, you have to watch what you write. read twice before posting anything. other ppl can misintepret words so easily.
May 20, 2008 at 9:53 pm
Hai roxine.. ofcourse i remember you.. hahahaha… the thing is i want to settle all this things dulu, i was frustrated… but yeah, i understand a whole lot more of things after I called them up last night.. so yeah
Anonymous..hmm i wonder who you are… the thing is not about misunderstanding or whatever it is, and i wont take back what I said in the previous blog, only those who I intended that post to will understand what I meant… the thing is complicated and i dont think you will understand it.. thats all 
May 20, 2008 at 9:54 pm
eh roxine.. labih jua inda ku kan ingatkan ko eh.. hahaha and how are you ??
May 21, 2008 at 1:16 am
aku okay okay lah. haha. working temporarily while waiting for uni =)
envy la. i’m still in that process =p i got offers plg but still have to worry about fees, funds, accomodation, air ticket, packing, shopping…ngalih ku eh…
i miss you la Amal. Your laugh is one of those dearly contagious ones =)
May 21, 2008 at 8:08 am
hahahaha really?? thanks…
i wish you luck roxine… how was work and uni process? interview and so on.. hmm we do have lots to catch up right?
May 22, 2008 at 12:37 am
yeah=)
haha thanks. need all that i can get.
work is ok. but uni is like…..GRRRRR….there are a lot of things to think about, to do…like i said in my previous comment.
and then there are other things that money cant buy but i’m too afraid to lose…apaler..
iatah…mestilah catch up. do buzz me in MSN la =)
=)
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May 20, 2008 at 2:27 am
Hi Amal. REMEMBER ME??? LOL.
Through blogs is the only way I (and maybe others also…) can ‘know’ what is going on with other people’s lives (even if we’re still in the same country), and of course how much I know about their lives is how much the bloggers CHOOSE to tell their readers in their blogs.
I’m not sure what’s going on with them. They’re the best of friends and I’d hate to see something like this happen. And then there are the rest of the people who are stuck in the middle. Everyone is entitled to their own privacy of course. Maybe she feels a little violated or something. It’s perfectly understandable, please don’t take it to feeling like she’s pushing any of you away. You know how she is right? She’s got too much love for you all to be pushing you away. Us girls, we have ‘issues’ that only we ourselves can understand. It has never been a new thing where guys say they don’t understand the female being, right Amal? *wink* And maybe he, in turn, feels like he has been wrongly accused to be a ‘reporter’ for doing something out of perfectly good intentions. I know you are curious because she has been posting some quite emotional posts, and I am equally curious about all of that but I know it is highly unlikely she’ll tell me of all people, but you, Amal, you are different and so are the rest; you guys mean much more to her than anyone else (of course ada la her family lah). I can tell as much. She may be sensitive, which is obviously why she has blogged about the emotional things she has, but she can’t be blamed for feeling vulnerable if she feels like she’s been exposed (so to speak) unwillingly. Would you’d rather she be cold and unfeeling? Sometimes it’s easier to assess a situation when you are not in it because you view it from a different perspective; you are not binded or blinded emotionally and so you can ’see’. I can’t say I KNOW what is going on and I may NOT be right about what I’m saying right now even AT ALL… If she says that everything is fine, then we (or I, or You, or They, whichever applies) have to believe let go and let her be, even when we have our doubts, but she must know in her heart that she will get the help she seeks if she needs it and we must be prepared to support her, even when she doesn’t know that she needs support. Anyway, I’m sure she’ll let you or whomever know what’s going on in that head and heart of hers, only when she WANTS to and/or that she feels like she is ready to do so.
There should be no regrets about caring about a friend or being concerned. Seriously, where would we all be without one another?
Anyway, I have been OVERLY CHATTY despite myself. I hope nobody finds my long comment an extention of a busybody in me lurking around because it it certainly not so. It’s just my two cents.
Or maybe a dollar if you will. =)