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Demotivated

Posted by: bluepurplestripes on: September 11, 2008

Apparently, I tried to change my RBA flight date, but it was unsuccessful because I signed up for A FRIGGING 90 DAYS MAX TICKET. Shoot.. probably its my fault, I should not have booked this ticket. Arghhh mental ku brabis pasal tiket ani eh.. MENTAL KU MENTAL.. How am I supposed to know that my course starts late next year, HOW? Inda ku expect maaaaaa………….

‘Maybe’ on the bright side, I think I can change it when I go back to Brunei. MAYBE? Tapi high chance inda ku menukar kali, sebab flight domestic ku atu kan ku apa. So ertinya, beparam tah ku ni di flat slama 3 minggu. Antah kan ku buat apa, ke gym kali .. exercise… swimming.. retailing? Kepisan, kan save duit lagi ni incase next year travelling. Cubatah ku ada credit card, dapat jua membook sendiri online and menukar pun sanang kali… arghhh…

Epi results came out, and its not encouraging at all. I managed to pass but I’m definitely worried about this final exam. So need to work hard on this. The bad thing about it is that you don’t know where do you make the mistakes as they do not hand back the paper script to you. Shoot… sanak ku eh.. sanak….

Dalam kementalan ku ani, ada jua baiknya kali. Its like a wake up call to me, TO STUDY. Hahaha I do have the mood to study now :-) , after sudah abis labs this week (ngalih bah lab ani..sipun interesting.. ). Oh.. talking about labs, last night, I was having my Human Body System Lab, and kami kana brief pasal the gastrointestinal system, and we were shown this cadaver (that’s a real human specimen – and ada this ethics code that we have to respect this specimen since ia kana donate oleh orang), and yeah. Its interesting though I do not yet dare to touch it. Hehehe… and yeah, I survived my puasa though makan akhir, (my lab is from 6-9, so I miss the sungkai time)

Home is 9 weeks away. I just can’t wait. Though the finals are 2 weeks before then, its right to enjoy counting down the weeks.. right?

I miss kek mata kucing, kek tapak kuda, kek kukus lapis kopi that my mom makes, i miss….. biskut sikoi… i miss coklat patchi (get it people?? Save me some…. ), and I miss my mom’s daging rendang and nasi kuning, and I will miss the green packet (So my dear sisters, ingati bapa mama supaya ingati kediaku – I will definitely claim after ku balik ;-p) hahahahahahahhahaha and I will definitely miss suasana hari raya di Brunei this year. And I miss all my favorite restaurants and fast food outlets. and…………………. apa lagi ah, banyak makanan yang ku miss lah pokoknya, hahaha

Anyway, this last paragraph is dedicated to all my friends who are leaving Brunei soon, or maybe not so soon. You will experience a whole lot of new things… maybe good or bad in your eyes. Enjoy while you can because this is the only chance you have to have fun while being independant before going back home for good. However, always think about your loved ones back home or probably those who are scattered around the world.. whoever they are…….. Being homesick is good though at times because it reminds you of your family and friends back home, so don’t be afraid to confide in someone if you have mind troubles. Okay? 

Bah atu tah saja, aku ani planning kan jalan membali makanan. Oooopsss… kena tembak saya bah. Hahaha paham2 je lah…

2 Responses to "Demotivated"

what do you mean by the ticket? HAHA. inda kita dapat balik?? HAHAHA. and yeah.. real human specimen?? thats sooo cool!!! why dont you touch it?? HAHA. it might be once in a life time chance.. HAHA. but oh well.., and and and green packet..? tagih arh mama bapa.. HAHA. exam results? apa?? its not specified in your blogg!! HAHA. mental ku ni msa ani bnr nya.. semental-mentalnya..

hohohoho.. i will have so many chance next year lai oii…. awu.. i want the green packet.. huhuhuh ill miss the green packet this year.. napa ko mental? inda kana suruh makan patchi kah ?

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  • wafi: heya mal... congrats for passing... siuk brunei so far? macam2 kan di makan wah di sana atu.. ish btw, singgah2 this site: http://www.justg
  • billah: amal! i just read this!!! ie. on sunday, 30th nov 2008. and homaigaaad!!! jangaaaaaaaaaan~~~~~ jangan promote aku~~~~~~ saya tidak berdosa!!! xp biart
  • billah: babu~~~ congratulations!!! bah nda lgi batah kami exm. tinggal bio and francais ganya lagi. hehehe! x)

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