A sanctuary that no one knows

I have finished exams for a couple of days. Hahaha

Sorry, i know I am not updating that much yet, but I promise I will. I just have a marathon on Supernatural going on now with 2 of my fellow cumbies. So, ill be back after I finish all those. I PROMISE. heheheheh DEAN and SAM is just so hot. Arghhhhhhh melting ku yo meliat body durang. Hahahaha I sound kinky but badan durang is just so manly??? Hahaha… well, eye candies.

Bah I will blog lagi nanti. hehehee got lots of things to do before im going back. Bah … Assalamualaikum

I am studying procrastinating… again and again and again..

Studying can be so much boring fun’ at times

Human Body System tommorow.. comprising of cardiovascular, respiratory, gastrointestinal, blood system, renal, acid base balance.. and finally the most exciting interesting.. i suppose …. reproductive system. Yeah, we get to learn those in details… and plus some ‘interesting’ pictures being shown up in lectures. Yeahh,.. fun times.. ahaha apakannn..

I need a break.. well, after this there will be no hubs anymore. I need to study hard for this. Hwaiting amalll…..

Semakin hari ku disini, semakin banyak ku rasa suffocated.

OK.. i just want to go home. The excitement of thinking of im going home soon overwhelms me too much which is not good for my exams..

Exam is in a week.. and arghhhhh… inda ku sabar eh to get it over with.

Apa plans ku nanti ah.. ? Hahahah selain dari makan… i dont have any other plans :-p

I am having lil bouts of minor depression again. Well, its not at all serious, but I just feel.. lonely in a sense. So I have so many not so encouraging thoughts in my head. Too much stress I guess. Though I do not think I am stress but who knows. I just can’t wait to see you guys back home nanti. At least, probably it can make me feel ‘recharge’ back.

Anyhoos… exam moods everyone, I know sudah ku balik karang everyone back home nanti will be busy with their exams. Hehehehe its okay, I can wait you guys baru ku bersuka ria :-p

Bah thats all for today.

PMS alert…

I promise to upload more pictures nanti. My laundry is waiting for me. Hahaha

I really had fun these 3 days.

We, juniors had our open house and I am really glad people enjoyed the food… haha novice cooks kali ah..

Ka Nisah and Ka Dhiya’s open house. The food was nyummy as well, and we had entertainments too :-p

Rainforest function.. nyaman.. though some of the cuisine rasanya terlalu intense.. hahaha

Then, Rumah Terbuka Malaysian Otago… there’s a lot of food. Arghhh… sedap beb… there’s satay, lontong, soto, rendang, PULUT KUNING, and many others… hehehe

Okay, exam is less than 2 weeks away. I cannot afford to play around anymore. ;-p

Before I proceed..

Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir dan Batin kepada semua orang. Mind you, inda ku brapa pandai put this into words, tpi pokoknya mun ku ada salah or jahat arah kamu in any ways it is…. I am sorry for all my wrongdoings. I have been thinking of what I did, and.. antah ah…. hehehe

So first time beraya di perantauan. How does it feels? It kekurangan something. I feel empty. Well, my friends here at the hall, and seniors helped to lighten up the moods, but it just doesnt feel right. i think everyone who celebrates their first time away from the family may feel a lot distraught lah. Maybe, or only it applies on some people which includes me. I felt left out… without my family with me.

Anyways. My first day of raya. One of my Malaysian friends, Ain, jemput us to their open house, and we had laksa penang and ketupat and kuah kacang. Hahaha padas tapiii… nyum nyum.. Malam, Ka Dhiya and Ka Nisah invite kami, and we had mee kari and ketupat and kuah kacang. Sedappppp…. Hahahaha so basically kami makan free food lah for the day.

Then…. tried to sleep early, tapi I misplaced my pendrives. So being the orang yang beruri, i couldnt sleep over such a small thing. Hahaha talur, so tidur pukul 3 plus last night, woke up at 9 am, since I wanted to go to the Asian Grocery store, and I just can’t believe that I forgot to buy this one ingredient for my kari ayam that is Asam Jawa.. lupa ku banar, slahau banar, so which means if i cannot find it at the supermarket then I have to go to the Asian grocery store again. Oh yeah, aku terjumpa seorang lagi kawan Malaysia, Imran.. ia membali barang untuk OMSA punya open house this sunday, hahaha meriah yo the menu…

Tapi i really cant wait on this saturday. Makan di rainforest.. Yayyyyyyyyyyy

Oh yeah, and allowance kami alum kuar. Huhuhuhuh inda kan pasal masa atu awal kuar, ani akhir tia kuar.., hahaha tapi okay lah. Still can survive. Insya Allah.

Bah sekali lagi di ucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir dan Batin ..

especially buat keluarga tercinta (terutama kekanda adinda yang jarang online walaupun balik ke Brunei), Kawan2 yang berada di Brunei, China, Canada, Singapore, Indon, Malaysia, UK.. sapa lagi? Bah tau2 tah kamu sapa.. okay… Nanti kitani sembang2 ah…

Oh yeah, probably inda ku banyak blogging after this. Hehehe I am trying really hard to kurangkan my time online, since exam is just two weeks away, and its really hard to focus with all the raya semangat here and there.. so yeah. Insya Allah, I will be be back after I finish my exam. Anyways, FYI… i finish my exams this end of month, but ill be home in November. The date ofcourse inda ku bleh gto sebab surprise, tapi do not expect to see me in first half of November. Haahahaha :-p and jangan buyuk tanya my family coz durng pun nda ku gto :-p that is if I didn’t

Anyhoos… mudahan jua ku sampat pegi ke orchestra ah. I want to go tapi inda tau sampat kah inda. Huhuh or probably I should spend the money on food ja :-p, hahahaha mana bisai.. makan in 5-7 restaurants or rather spend the money of orchestra? Hahahaha…Probably after watching Nodame, I will be able to recognise some of the music.. :-p

Bah… im out. I feel tired but I just dont want to sleep and disrupt my sleeping cycle. One month is enough….. Bah gotta goooooo~~~!!!!!

Yesterday, I had a surprise. I checked my mail, and then found out under the A part…. Amal, Syazwan and Siah……. I was like, ‘huh???’… and at that time, alum lagi teregister into my head though I know the tulisan quite well. Hahahaha

Thanks you guys~~!!!!!

Inda ku expect to get a card from you guys. Hehehe, thanks a lot for this card

. It meant a lot to the three of us. How we wish we can get back to Brunei, tapi 

lectures and two weeks to exams inda mengizinkan kami balik, hehehe so sorry, but who knows in years to come.. Insya Allah, mana tau dapat balik

So thank you… Tiqs, Bils, Dibah, Islam, Zahar, Petat, Fdah mp, Lina, Ben, Elaine, Sahlan, Shakky, and nama2 yang mungkin ku lupa menyebut.. hehehe, Anyway, thanks a lot.

and..

Package from the family

Recieved a package 2 weeks ago from the family. hehehe comprise of kuih raya… which means, I didnt really miss anything this year for raya, except for my family and friends being there, and green packet… and ofcourse bunga api… hahaha, iatah wahai adinda2 save me bunga api jua… ok?

Anyway, pictures from the Bowling and Dinner outing

Watching nuja and sana in action

Outside the building

Dinner at rainforest

So.. thats all for updates

Guess who texted me just now. Using my dad’s hp. Saying, “Yo… behapa ko ni?”

Hahaha I knew my dad wasn’t going to text me those words, so I bet that it was actually my ELDEST sister who’s back in Brunei at the moment. So the whole family is there except me. But its okay, since I am coming back in less than two months. Hahahah i AM SO EXCITED.. WOHOOO..

So, what do I expect in Raya this year.? Well, obviously my family isnt here to celebrate it with me, so its probably be different but lectures on, so inda kerasahan lah raya this year. I don’t know what to say lah, I am excited. but antah ahhhh… I will definitely miss the green packet. Hahahahahahahahahaha

Apakan/?? Anyway, I am having a test tommorow. Not ready yet but insya Allah okay. I know why I have been doing not so good nowadays. Coz im too stressed up and panicked, so I am going to take it easy. Huhuhuhu

Bah okay, gotta go.. Inda lagi lama kan sungkai. Hehehe..

I am having a test on this saturday, and what am I doing now? Hahahaha I should be studying, but instead I go online. Nevermind la…

My clock sudah terbalik.

As I said, malam jadi siang dan siang jadi malam.

I couldn’t sleep at night, and I feel really dizzy during the day. Sanak ku banarnya. Syndrome puasa? Hahaha inda jua.. tapi yeah, tidur siang malam jaga… arghhhhh

I have so many plans in my mind now. I am torn between two choices and I have not made up my mind what I want to do. Is it that or is it this? You know~~!!! Yatah payah ni banarnya… I just need to save up money for those plans next year, so which means no retailing much la..

The question is whether the parents will let or not. They called me up just now and they were having sungkai at one of the restaurants I like. Huhuhuh slalu kali ah, hahaha capi. Nevermind, inda lagi lama ku balik .. apakan~~!!!!

Puasa di sini inda kerasahan banar wah. Its like less than a week to go for Raya. Its just unbelievable. Oh yeah, just got my parcel from the family with beraneka jenis kek and biskuts, some of which my mom’s homemade. So nyaman lah. Hahahaha payah bah inda bedapur sini ani, next year ada chance ku membuat kek raya. Paksatah belajar dulu ni time cuti ah.

So… countdown to exams …. 3 weeks.. erkks.. inda g batah tu beb..

Bah alright, need to sambung study. Bh bye Assalamualaikum

I came across this blog directed from Rano’s blog.

It features cupcakes that this lady made (in Brunei), and its heaven. I was truly amazed by the cupcakes and the 3d cakes that she made. I am considering to make her as my idol. Hahahaha, the cakes really look amazing, and probably I might buy them in the future, once I am home. Hehehehe if you guys are free, consider looking at the website

cit cup cakes

Probably, I should practice my not so good baking skills when I am back in Brunei. Considering I have nil things to do at home nanti, probably should spend some times doing these things

And then….

I came across news about the three youths that triggers whole of Brunei that were abandoned by their parents. I am happy to hear that they now are being taken care of. Imagine, people across the world think that Brunei is a rich nation, but there are still people whose still live in poor conditions. How sad is that? Well, hopefully actions taken for these three youths will provide an example for people to realise there are more out there who needs help. 

I still remember whenever I dine out with my parents, or singgah ke Mums to buy some cookies or cakes, I always see kids carrying a basket of food, selling it to people. Probably, their parents want to instill some discipline in their kids, ‘like, you have to earn what you want’. Okay, I get it… But they are just simply kids. Like probably less than 12 years old kids. I mean, inda dapatkah give them some slacks. Okay, probably my kind of spending free time is probably different from their definitions, but .. still. I pity those kids. Imagine, these kids are selling those stuffs while their parents are waiting in a nearby building at one of the staircases?. Its just.. antah ah.. i just don’t agree with this whole scenario. My suggestions is that people buy those food more of pity than because of the quality of the food itself. Anyway, I am really thankful sudah with my life.

Anyway, back to my life here. Dunedin is still ‘freezing’ at times. Heheh its more managable since spring is already here. Beautiful scenes. Well, I am waiting till all the flowers bloom and the leaves grow. There are still nude trees here. So probably, will take a picture after the sceneries become really beautiful

Exams is approximately 3 weeks away, and I have not really prepared for it yet. (YEAH~!!!). I am just excited Raya’s coming soon, though I will not be at home. Hehe on the bright side, my mom send me food from home . Tapi alum sampai, dont know when… Insya Allah next week le sampai..

Anyway, gotta go sahur.. Heheheh Assalamualaikum

Continued after sahur …..

Anyway, hahaha oleh kerana I slept for nearly 5 hours after maghrib, iatah.. I can’t sleep after sahur, which I think is a good thing, coz I want to study and finish all my catching up before the test next week. Test? This one is the last before exams. Kira inda lagi batah eh kan exams ani. Hopefully inda sestress last sem. Insya Allah.. As I said, I learnt my lesson

Anyway, my apologies to everybody. Im sorry if I jarang dah online, or probably talk to you guys online. I feel that I do not know what to say, as I said, my life here is not that interesting, and probably you guys won’t understand some parts of it. Kalau kan cakap pasal cuci mata… inda ku interested (hahahaha except one case ja :-p, ia ani pemotong bawang di cumby(a.k.a assistant chef cook) .. cute!~~~ hahaa apakan.. astaga), hmm.. and I feel I do not know everything revolving you guys punya life now… as in what happened to each one of you and all..and now everyone is scattered everywhere. Probably when we meet face to face, that is probably the best time to catch up. Of course, that is only applicable to some of you..

Anyway to be continued